Linga~

tara_chee@hotmail.com — Fri, 17 Apr 2009 08:33:16 GMT

I AM Lawlz sync watching Twilight with Stephie right now. I don't really care about the plot so I'm also LJing. The pacing's really fucked up and Edward's got real probz anyway. And I saw that one scene where he looked like he JIZZED IN HIS PANTS when he saw Bella, but omg, wtf is this shit. I've also been doing running commentary with Stephie on msn, so I'll go back to that. SHINY SHINY SPARKLE SPARKLE~ At least the music's ok.

P.S. Asian's actually kinda cute, even though he's a PLLAaayyaaa~ AND WTF, Edward is such a creepy emo vamp. WOE IS I, FOR I AM VAMPIRE, AND I MUST SPEND ETERNITY SPARKLING IN THE SUNSHINE

tara_chee@hotmail.com — Fri, 30 Jan 2009 04:06:44 GMT

tara_chee@hotmail.com — Wed, 10 Dec 2008 12:34:48 GMT

I doubt anyone's going to go back to see my x-mas list if I editted, but I realized that I could use some coloured laces for my chucks.

So dear f-list,

Coloured/patterned, fancy shmancy laces for Converse All-Stars, would be much appreciated.

I wouldn't mind having more than one pair of laces either, as I have two Converses to lace. Variety is good~

That is all!

tara_chee@hotmail.com — Wed, 03 Dec 2008 01:54:36 GMT

Me haz a dream today. Well, two dreams, but I can't recall much from the first dream.

From what I can remember from the end of the first dream, I was oggling at Doug's hair and telling him how awesome it is. He points to my hair and goes "And yours is friggen twice as long." I reply, "but but, mine isn't styled and friggen awesome like yours!!" YA, Doug of all people in my dreams, eh? I blame having a wall-to-wall with him on Facebook last night right before bed. And if it's going to be a dream about Doug, it's gotta be about his hair.

I suddenly wake up after this, and looked at the clock wondering if I should get up. The time display was blinking because my dad tripped the breaker right before I went to bed and I was too lazy to reset it. My cell phone was charging, so I looked at the curtains to check for light. It was still dark outside, so I went back to bed.

Thus I segued into my second dream with Doug there again, except this time we were standing behind a couch in a dark room, dimly lit by the t.v. that was on. I somehow had garlic toast in my hand and I offered Doug, who was staring at the t.v., a piece by holding it towards him. He said no thanks but he took it anyway. That's when I thought "TEE HEE, he took it!" in my dream. I never did eat the garlic toast because it magically disappeared from my hand. I stood there, strangely pondering the content of my previous dream. Then I opened the door behind me, and walked out of the room. It was dark, and I couldn't see where I was, so I searched the walls for a light switch. I flipped it, but it was somehow the wrong switch and only a portion of the room was lit up. I kept searching for another, and the same thing happened. My next switch lit up dimly another open room. I peeked into it and found someone sleeping in there, so I went "OOpS" and turned the switch off. Then I realized that this place was rather familiar; it was the upstairs of my house, and the squarish space that has doors leading to the attic, and 3 seperate rooms. But when I thought on it, the room morphed and became spacier, and elaborately structured. I headed blinding towards the tiny space next to the stairs and where the entryway into the attic is supposed to be. I somehow knew to duck underneath something and flipped on another switch. It lit up the Christmas tree I ducked underneath. That's when I went OoOH, and I accelerated my search for more lights to turn on. The last switch lit the room up beautifully, exposing an array of Christmassy colours. The decor became visible, and it beamed of rich, earthy tones. There were tea cups on a coffee table and some comfy cheers surrounding it in the middle of the room. It felt warm, and I was really pleased by the sight~ but then the phone rang. So I woke up T_T Yes, it was a really purty dream~ :3

So uh... lets have a bright and warm Christmas everyone~!!

tara_chee@hotmail.com — Mon, 17 Nov 2008 08:09:11 GMT

Such an amusing quote from my philosophy textbook regarding naturalized epistemology ~ "As Pat Churchland says, 'Boiled down to the essentials, a nervous system enables the organism to succeed in the four F's: feeding, fleeing, fighting, and reproducing. The principle chore of nervous systems is to get the body parts where they should be in order that the organism may survive.... Truth, whatever that is, definitely takes the hindmost.'"

AHAHA hindmost, as in, truth gets taken up the rear <3 And I hope you guys noticed that reproducing doesn't start with an F!!! Oh, and of course the innuendo involving getting "the body parts to where they should be..." This is all like, nerd poetry to my eyes. *cough* Ok. Back now to your regularly scheduled not quite-as-inane events of the day~

tara_chee@hotmail.com — Thu, 13 Nov 2008 12:21:30 GMT

ARg shtupid msn died on me. I'll go through the rest of your paper tomorrow Jesse and relay my thoughts to you then~!

Ah yes. Been slowly de-stressing, remembering, and finding the happier, simpler side of me again the last day and a half. An amalgamation of hippie and fangirl energies run strong through me!! Been a total off week for me, but for now, bed~!!

tara_chee@hotmail.com — Fri, 22 Aug 2008 06:37:01 GMT

Saw the most awesome quote on a shirt EVAR today. It was on the skytrain over the Patullo on some Japanese boy (he was ok looking), and Jesse missed it when he left me at Lougheed!! It read "I'm trying to see things from your point of view, but I can't stick my head that far up my ass". I know I know >.>; It has probably been said a million times before by sarcastics all around the world, and the shirt probably has had many sightings before, but it was my frist time seeing it. So there. And it's definitely my kind of awesome.

Hmm... I wasn't excited much about AE this year, I guess because I'm no longer caught up in the process with staffing and all dat shit. Nevertheless, I've recently caught my second wind and am pretty excited about bopping around the con. Tammy and Alice, you two will be missed T_T!! I will also probably miss the power tripping, walking around the con like I'm ALL DAT SHIT and budging through into the Dealer's Room while a line of sweaty, non-deodorant wearing con-goers fight for precious oxygen like it's Battle Royale, only with peacebonded weapons and them being too famished and lacking in aforementioned oxygen to swing them.

I noticed when I got home today that one end of a shoe lace on my Converses frayed :( Must've happened when I stuck them on rather awkwardly and raced out for the bus to work this morning :S I will need new laces... and second pair of chucks because I wanna'nother!! Surprisingly, they've grown on me :o *hugs 'em*

And here, a cookie for everyone *hands them out by the panful* I actually get enough sleep one night, and I'm all hyper ~_~ WTF is dis shit!?? I really should do it more often... *beams away~*

tara_chee@hotmail.com — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 11:07:15 GMT

I just played DotA for 6 hours straight... while shirtless....

I am disgusting O_O

As consolation, I have no doubt that I am the best DotA player residing in Surrey.

tara_chee@hotmail.com — Sat, 19 Jul 2008 06:54:57 GMT

I couldn't dodge the self-inflicted emo at work today, but there were lots of things to be cheery about once I got off. A bald woman was all smiles and telling another lady on the bus ride home how people thought she was a lesbian. She begins to tell a quick little story. Some random dolt earlier today at Guildford mall accosted her, asking "What's with YOU PEOPLE and shaved heads!?" She replied "Excuse me? *shows some fundraiser badge* My friend has breast cancer and I shaved my head in support of her." The guy apparently just went "Well, ok. NEVERMIND then." And he pikes off. I know~ Not an entirely exciting story, but... it TOTALLY MADE MY DAY!!! LIKE, there are awesome people in Surrey afterall o_O;

There was also this huge live concert in the park next to Central City Mall. I saw them setting up in the afternoon on the way to work, but I didn't know what was going to be playing on the stage until I was greeted by Bhangra blaring into the T&T parking lot when I exited the confines of the store. I know this might be sacrilege to say and I could get stoned for it, but whoever was singing had a cute voice. And now I have a strange taste for Bhangra, OH MY. It was nice to see all the people out, wandering along the blocked streets and enjoying the evening of festivities. It was a multiethnic crowd, as I spotted some interracial couples and some old caucasian gentlemen perusing the crowd. No Asians from what I saw though, but I didn't go into the park to check :( My bus awaited~ We only look up to and like while hating at the same time dem Whities anyway. HEHE, there was one white guy selling glow sticks off the side of the road. Silly white man selling his trinkets. I worried about the noise though, as there's an apartment building not even half a block away, and an old folk's home right across from that. I'm sure a few old white ladies were muttering racist epithets under their breaths before realizing too late that they didn't have the oxygen supply to say dirtyface curryhead niggaz. They would've probably ended up in better shape if they tried to mock a sing-along just as the resident abusive nurse lays a beating on her. No really, I have nothing against old ladies ^^ Just crazy 'ol racist ones who frequently ride Surrey buses and expect everyone else to sit at the back of the bus.

I DO like the new developments and centralized urban planning initiative in Surrey. They decorated the trees with lights around Surrey Central Station over the winter holidays for the first time ever, and it was all very PURTY~ It gave the area a bit of a neighbourly festive atmosphere. They've held several concerts right in front of SFU Surrey/Central City Mall over the past two years, and an inaugural Winter Festival equipped with snow slides and hills for tobogganing in the Rec Centre parking lot. Sure, it's a lot of manufactured niceties and a show of political will for MAKE BENEFIT GLORIOUS CHEAP SUBURBAN ALTERNATIVE, but it does generate a sense of security, commonality and hope in the community. Not that we're hopeless, but honestly, we ain't called welfare Whalley for no reason, bitches. I just worry about the gentrification and displacement of the poor and homeless that's bound to occur as our Mayor continues to pretty up the place for middle-class income earners to move in. I KNOW. I'm SUCH a commie cocksucker, but until I honestly believe that homeless people "deserve" to live in poverty because they're lazy bums who deserve to live broke because they were lazy in life because they're useless because... etc., I will continue to think upon them with the dignity they deserve as human beings. Heck, I won't even quote the statistics detailing that the majority of homeless people in Canada not only have jobs, but are also mentally ill. Ok, so SOME are con-artists and don't give a shit that they've ruined their lives with drugs and booze but that's not even a small percentage of the homeless population.

Like, blehhh. It was just upsetting to hear this old Indian man with a heavy accent talk while trembling and on the brink of tears about how he came to Canada with no absolutely relatives, with nowhere to stay, and feeling completely hopeless and lost. I know a few people who would say that it was his "fault" for coming over to Canada without a plan in the first place, but.. but T_T_T_T. Christ. Stab me in the heart already. I'm going to end up as some underpaid, overworked social worker, ain't I -_-;? Ballyhoo.

Random

tara_chee@hotmail.com — Sun, 06 Jul 2008 20:03:37 GMT

Omg, SQUEEEE!! I went to bed at like 8ish with Federer down 2 sets and struggling mentally to break Nadal before the rain kicked in at Wimbledon. I wake up 4 hours later and They're back on court, with Federer and Nadal both going to a tiebreak. So exciting T_T_T Yes, lots of actual squeeing when I woke up to that. Now lets hope I didn't jinx him XD... I keep worrying I might because I'm superstitious like that... and he lost important points whenever I got too excited despite telling myself to calm down >.>;

I'm such a nerd.

*edit*

Ya like, I totally jinxed it. The match itself, was EPIC though. 9-7 in the fifth set, which is technically a tiebreak but they don't do tiebreaks on the deciding set XD

AND OMG, those two men should hug and kiss already... They're European, right...? And both looked like they would cry. Federer usually does after winning a hard fought Grand Slam tourney.

Ok, I know this is boring stuff but >.>; like, Federer's sheepish smile and Nadal's sincerity gets me all the time. And... and I just slashed them in my head watching the awards ceremony... I don't normally slash two manly men of manliness, but it looks like I made an exception.

Yet even so, it's just hard deciding the uke, but Federer's definitely the more emo one XD Nadal is like a Spanish bull on steroids but nice and trim without any cleavage, 'cept maybe Federer on him, ALL THE TIME. And I thought the UFC fight was homoerotic... which honestly did nothing for my imagination besides notocing the mounting, the chest thumping and the flooring of one another with their man meat. With Federer and Nadal, two emo men in mutual admiration of one another is where it's at XD They just kill me. GAHH. I apologize >.>; When it comes to sports, I get a 'lil androcentric. And whimsical... and loopy. And oh, definitely fangirly.

mmm... Panda

tara_chee@hotmail.com — Sun, 29 Jun 2008 04:51:41 GMT

Jesse is on my ire list. It's long and complicated. Well, not really. I'm just being completely irrational and it's totally not his fault, but I'll just blame him anyway.

Ok, a friend asked me to see a movie with him after work today, which was like, fine. Jesse was supposed to come too!! but he decided against it because either he's lame and didn't want to come to Surrey to see it, or he was thinking straight and realized it'd be better to work on his school project instead.

HE HAD MY HOPES UP!!! I was going to take him on a tour of Surrey, T&T and of the bastard stepchild SFU Surrey campus getting support from its rich ass father in a traditionally shitty neighbourhood. I promised that I would wear an apron for him. Jesse said it doesn't count when I'm required to wear it for work. He clearrrrly did not appreciate the fact that I was dressed up for him at all. 23 text messages were exchanged between us, 1/4 it during my harassment of him while watching the movie.

Kung Fu Panda was so totally awesome T_T I hope you never get a chance to see it on the big screen Jesse, because it's just THAT much better in theatres. I inexplicably teared up on at least 3 occasions >.> I'm a sucker for teh music and sentimental sequences??? And why was I gushing during an animated movie!? Like, omg. GAh. Usually I know better when a guy friend's sitting next to me.

But no... no panda sex. There never is *sigh* Don't they know they're becoming extinct...? I'm sure he would mate if there was food involved. Oh, and there is NO secret ingredient.

WATCH IT!!!

Throw me a friggen bee here

tara_chee@hotmail.com — Sun, 22 Jun 2008 16:34:54 GMT

Eep. I broke out into hives, seemingly overnight -_-; Now my back is all covered in rashes and my face is puffy and red. I look absolutely terrible... So OMG this better not happen too often from now on. I like, make a living off my beauty O_O But no seriously, this has never happened to before, ever, and from what wiki tells me, after the first outbreak, I could have a bunch more for a couple years before I'm completely asymptomatic again. GAHHH Well, time to figure out what triggered it....

Meme me and you~

tara_chee@hotmail.com — Fri, 20 Jun 2008 13:56:34 GMT

And another meme...~ It seems like that time of year again. Damn my f-list and their pitiful attempts at peer pressuring me. But alas~ I've given in due to boredom.

Type your own name and the following in Google search and choose the first choice, that makes sense, that appears on the list:

1) "Andrew needs"
mmm andrew needs to take the pants off b/c he has a very nice asssss
--->My ass is actually fat. No further comment.

2) "Andrew looks like"
andrew looks like a drug dealer
---> Just because I live in Surrey doesn't mean... *sigh* I give up.

3) "Andrew likes"
my brother andrew likes to dance.
---> It's true. This is an absolute secret so shhhh. I like to sing and dance when no one's looking, like in the freezer at work. *shifty eyes*

4) "Andrew says"
Andrew says: Nice to see this fool has to have one last kick at Bush. .... Andrew says: Note to black conservatives…if you vote Obama you can no longer call ...
---> Why couldn't I have been named Simon...!? Andrew is like such a douche.

5) "Andrew wants"
Andrew wants a hot dog.
---> And ain't no bitch gunna stop me from getting it. *sigh*.... Sometimes I just try too hard... And for what... a hot dog.

6) "Andrew does"
Andrew does a flip : )
---> *flips* And none of you will ever see me do that ever again.

7) "Andrew hates"
Andrew hates elmo.
---> Why, tickle me emo cuz I do loves to hate on fictional muppet characters.

8) "Andrew goes"
Andrew goes to great lengths to get the perfect shot.
---> Well, I am a perfectionist~ I would suspect I'd try for the best shot, whether it be with a camera or a rifle aimed at Elmo's furry red hide.

9) "Andrew loves"
Andrew Maxwell declares his undying love for Darcie.
---> Darcie... if you're out there, I want to tell you that I've always loved you. *smooches thin air*

10) "Andrew is"
In the gospels Andrew is referred to as being present on some important occasions as one of the disciples more closely attached to Jesus.
---> That's because I loved Jesus... a bit too much. He spurned me when I told him I wanted to give immaculate birth to His next Bible
thumper wumper.

tara_chee@hotmail.com — Thu, 19 Jun 2008 16:44:29 GMT

SADsadsa It's 9:30 in the morning and I still haven't slept. Stupid emo is eating me alive, bit by bit and and, I wish I would just go insane already. T_T_T STUUpid me. I need to giiit outta this place, out of my head and outta myself. All that emo stuff. Yes, sleep should help. I'll go try now.

WoW, I ain't playing wit' chu no more, bitch.

tara_chee@hotmail.com — Sun, 15 Jun 2008 11:54:51 GMT

And 1 more post~

Rejoice frens, for I have quitted teh WoW. It wasn't really a tough decision. My friend and guild leader quit today because of Real Life knocking on his door, and he felt it was slowly becoming more like a job rather than a game for him. He's so going back when Wrath of the Lich King comes out and he's told me so... but meh. I only played out of boredom, knowing that I wouldn't be taking the summer semester. I AM FREE now, so come on and use me people ^^.

Dear World of Wahhhcraft,

Good riddens WoW. You were fun, but only fun. I never felt all too committed to you in the first place. I cheated on you whenever I had the chance to go out and smchoozle with others. Yes, my online friends did suffer because of you, but they always knew I was thinking of them whenever I beat down on that goat with my immeasurably large phallic object. You were merely overcompensation for all those times I could have TMIed my friends on LJ, but didn't. My brazen affair with your occult voodooing trolls, and warlock magicks is over. You could never love me the same way Sam and Dean could. So much valuable SPN watching time, wasted on you. So there, I quit you.

Andrew,
The Progenitor of Crying Peons

tara_chee@hotmail.com — Fri, 06 Jun 2008 06:16:57 GMT

"Any silkworm action lately? I don't see any cocoons in sight..."

.... *cries and dies laughing*

I hate you Erin. This book is such a ZOMG heehee culture fuck, that it makes me feel ever more like a halfer/banana/self-loving n' hating Asian each time I pick it up to read.

Maybe I'm reading too much into it... ARG, and I'm not even an English major.

On another note, both you and Alice should stop working so much!! Youz both needs more hangout time with Tammy, Jesse and I.

tara_chee@hotmail.com — Tue, 03 Jun 2008 19:35:21 GMT

birds chirping in rain,
in the canopy above,
down Surrey Central

*gags*

Up n' all around Surrey Central, it felt like I was walking through a rainforest. Yes, birds were actually chirping, and the drizzle was strangely warm in spite of the presence of clouds blanketing the entirety of the sky. And SO I went all dorky and wapanese by writing that little haiku in my head.

AHahAHA I am sooo lame. Now to go take an afternoon nap ~_~

EEp

tara_chee@hotmail.com — Mon, 02 Jun 2008 22:34:54 GMT

I think the more I work at T&T and hang around Asians, the more severe my white guy fetish gets. Just earlier in my shift today, I turned around to find this guy who looked like Brendan Morrison (a Vancouver Canucks hockey player for the non-Vancouverites), only cuter, and with an even cuter nose ring. Of course, I reacted by going ~~HELLO THERE BIG BOY~~ EEP in my head. He asked if we carried any soy milk and I had no choice but to reply "^^ Yep~ It's in between the two aisle nines right over there *points*". LE SIGH. Couldn't he have asked a more time consuming question, like an inquiry into the meaning of life working at T&T, or somethinggg, anything else. At least he didn't go "thanks buddy" to me. *cringes* I hate being called buddy by a guy; it's language that ZOMG reeks affirmation of a mutual male gender identity.

It's all ok, because I will someday be able to bat an eyelash, flirt a 'lil and watch them all flock to me while on their knees. TOTALLY am not full of myself.

tara_chee@hotmail.com — Sat, 31 May 2008 23:18:15 GMT

ZOMG, I chipped another nail at work today!!! Uh... NO, I'm not going to go kill myself over it -_-;

When the first one broke, I thought it was just bad luck. Second time it happened, I chalked it up to my lack of care while tearing open a box of soy milk. Now I'm resigned to the fact that having longish nails is not conducive to working at T&T. DURRR. Frick. And I thought polish would contribute enough to the integrity of the nail. At least it makes them not seem unkempt or worn out, shiny, and fun to look at? Hah. No one notices because it's such a light colour and I wear gloves at work anyhoo.

I know Tammy. Totally painting 'em black next time. Just for you honey~ HEE HEE ANd AND I'll try and be less dull and boring ~~in bed~~ next time. I just haven't slept for more than 5 hours a night all week long and it's been totally catching up to me.

Sadly, I blame too much WoW. STUPID blacksmith plans just won't bloody drop... I swear Blizzard hates me. No hell way am I skipping out on a non-internets social life for it though, no matter how much my WoWtarded, but still lovely friends wants me to.

JESSE!!! We SHALL discuss teh emo tonight. I sure hope you don't think I've been ignoring you or am too overly annoyed by it. I'm only a bit annoyed ^^ It'll be ok dear *pets* I'll take good care of you until Bobae gets back. Now SHUSH about everyone hating you and signing off with ridiculously emo statements before I can reply.

tara_chee@hotmail.com — Tue, 20 May 2008 08:35:28 GMT

KYAaaa~~~~ My husband Tammy's back in town. And she's as awesome as ever.

That is all.

P.S> I need to see more of those pics!!! And yes, sushi, SOON.

tara_chee@hotmail.com — Mon, 12 May 2008 04:58:54 GMT

Happy Mother's Day ppl~!!! I like, bought an ice cream cake from T&T, bestowed it to mummsies and gave her a hug and kiss just earlier. I will eated it with her soon~ What did YOU GUYS do for your mother(s)?? *non-guilts Tammeh because wifey knows that she is in Japan and is hopefully feeling better already*

I'm seriously turning my LJ into a myspace page with which to whore out my personality... ain't I?... On that note~

WTF Stephie. Why aren't you here with me!?? I want to do a Supernatural marathon, like, right now. *pokes air comprised of non-Stephie particles* Yeah. Now I SHOULD go play WoW just to spite you... except I have to deal with the fact that my friend's levelling up her brother on my account and I don't want to interrupt their WoW bonding experience. Off to FB then~ Then cakie.

tara_chee@hotmail.com — Tue, 06 May 2008 10:53:39 GMT

Lol. Wtf!? My typical assortment of eccentric/raunchy comments somehooow gained me a friend on LJ. *waves to stare_at_walls* And here I was thinking I should retire before I seriously offend someone. GAHHH, as if my ego needed anymore inflating.

*T&T Update*

I dug yet another freezer burned fish steak out of the bowels of a freezer unit. It looked so hardened and fuggly that I thought it was a frozen pork chop or something until I saw the label. Oh, and I officially decided to quit T&T by the end of this summer. I need to work somewhere more conducive to the generation of brain activity than this place. Someplace where I can talk to more shiny people, and fewer fobs even.

But I DO love my fobs, especially my co-worker Jimmy. He always has me teaching him English words, and usually ends up saying the most awkwardly meshed together English/Mandarin jokes and phrases. One time I taught him how to ask about the colour of something. Soon after, he randomly walked into the washroom while I was pissing and asked me what colour is it? ... I paused and told him "RED, omg Jimmy, it's ReDD". He just blankly answered that I should go see the doctor, but then he grinned right after. Grand 'ol fobbish laughter between us ensued.

Bored~ ergo, T&T Storytime

tara_chee@hotmail.com — Sat, 03 May 2008 11:44:58 GMT

I don't know if it's a T&T *cough Asian* thing, but some customers lack even that shred of sense you expect from a complete fob. Customers ditch stuff in the wrong place when they suddenly decide they no longer want to buy it all the time. But some things just make me shake my head and want to disavow my affiliation to humanity.

Please don't ditch fresh meat/fish products in the VERY BACK of a freezer unit. Same goes with hot food products. W T F are you trying to accomplish? Deliberately hiding the shame of no longer wanting something will not save you from burning in heck for being a horribly senseless person. Of course, I often also get ice cream ditched into other departments returned to me half melted. Sure, it's not much of a cost to T&T in general, but.. but... it just peeves me!! Like littering!! I'm also a recycle freak, and a tree hugger, so on and so forth. Grr... I know it's my fault for caring at all to be a considerate person in general.

Oh, and Sean, my department head noticed some lady open up a drink, take a sip out of it, and ditch it into a freezer unit before. He took the drink, found her, and asked politely if she wanted to buy it. She replied no, because it didn't taste any good. ... Sean just let it slide because he said some customers just aren't worth it. I so heartily agreed.

I bought some chocolate at T&T that was on sale today, which I'm munching on right now, because I had a CHOCO CRAVING. So much for saving money and not making frivolous purchases.

I have an affinity for conversing with older women. It must be the "kindly young man" aura I give off. One lady commented that I must eat well because my skin was healthy (wtf really?) and asked me to recommend to her a yogurt. I was like, "Uh... Not really ^^; I usually skip breakfast too. Thanks though~." She must've never seen an Asian before, mistook me for an 18 year old white kid, and was surprised I wasn't pimply. I do use moisturizer now though... and ever since I started, I can't live without the stuff XD

I also mentally stalk the occasional pretty boy that might walk into my department, hoping that he'll forget something so I can stare without him noticing again. Tall, mature and articulate white men (UGH why) may also occasionally give me the butterflies.

Ahhhh, I used to emo a lot while I worked, which was excruciating to go through because I had a habit of pushing the boundaries of my sanity just to see how much I could take. It was easy to do because the mindless work did not provide me enough distraction from my thoughts. I've been pretty good to myself lately though~

2 more weeks of working 40+ hours at this place before Sean gets back from his vacation... that lucky bitch.

And I'm all out of stories. Until next time people~

tara_chee@hotmail.com — Fri, 02 May 2008 00:07:42 GMT

Caillin left this morning and should be well on his way to Thailand right now. He insisted on bringing back ladyboy pictures for me I sure hope not but we'll see!! No, I don't have a ladyboy fetish because that'd be a total mindfuck for me, not to mention weird. I miiight have a "feminine boy in yaoi" fetish though... possibly.... yeah I do ^^; *cough*

ANYWAY, he gets home in 10-11 days or so and he wants to throw a party, with plenty of boozing involved of course. He suggested a Gurren Lagann marathon since he just bought the whole series, but who knows~ He told me specifically to invite everyone, so there, you're all invited. Even you Tammy, if you're back from Japan by then~ Jesse, Erin, don't deny that we've been like, totally waiting for the moment when those two finally meet.

I will bring zeh cream puffs, because I now have a resurrected cream puff/chocolate éclair craving no thanks to Jesse buying them for the ARC party. You came THIS close to receiving a hug from me, MAN. I was just about to do it until I noticed your "I don't want to be touched or bothered" look on your face. ARG. Curse you. May you only sell 1 A/V cable at work today.

tara_chee@hotmail.com — Thu, 01 May 2008 05:21:11 GMT

Ahh~ This is an official apology to Alice. She wasn't talking about me in her post -_-;;;

In my defense... I wasss pretty stalkerish before; there were actually things discussed a month or so ago regarding it. We worked it out ~Even though my stalking was mostly playful, along with my faux emo, I felt it was kinda on the unhealthy side and actually texted her that I would stop stalking her a couple weeks back. Then her post came specifically stating "If you say you're going to stop stalking me, then do it, stop." That caused a horrible OMG ARE YOU SHITTING ME insecure little flip out from me, which induced my response in hopes she doesn't ignore me for the entirety of my life over some weird little misunderstanding that I stalk her. Like totally, my bad -_-;